Ernestine

My eldest aunt died this morning. I'm kind of upset for my mom who lost her sister-in-law last week, now her sister. Mom was just saying how good she looked and that she had a couple of months. Ernestine died of cancer and told no one even though everyone knew, she was fiesty like that. My grandmother died the same way and I'm really scared for what lies ahead for my mother and for me. My mother is the strongest person I know and it just hurts to watch her watch her strength, her family, the most important thing to her, slip away. I always liked Ernestine, she had this great deep voice and she was crazy, in a good way, like me. I haven't seen her in awhile. I wish I had taken at least one picture of her.